wow i feel really screwed up. I've been out of town for a LONG time (about four days) and i was talking to this person I REALLY like (no exaggeration this time)and i like started hyperventalating and wanting to sing and scream, and be all bipolar-ish. I was being all blunt and stupid to the person then i was too apologetic, not to mention my feelings being all over the place...and i think i hurt them... but I didn't mean to. So they suddenly left only saying "hey i got to go i will talk to you as soon as i can bye..i love you" grrr so i kept saying NO! Dont go over and over... then felt really small and insignifigant and majorly insecure... Now I feel like I'm going to fall to peices or freeze and then be chipped to peices and well.. if you can't tell I'm on the verge of a breakdown... and i needed somewhere to vent. *homesick*